Getting impatient

Today was my best friends last day working with me. She and I met in Jr. High but never really did anything till High school. And even then, she was the one who called me. But only once a year or so. Then I went to school for choir and we got to be closer friends there, but not a lot. It was only after my parents moved out that we got to be really close. Now you may be asking, Why would the parents move out when isnt it that the kid moves out when he/she reaches 18? Well, after my grandma died in December, my parents decided to move up to my grandparents house up by Idaho City. To take care of my grandpa. My dad loves it up there and my mom enjoys the wildlife. So back to Shanna. She would stay the night with me a lot because it would be scary in a house all alone. She and I started an exercise regimin, which only lasted about 3 weeks, and I got her a job at the daycare that I work at. She was AWESOME! the kids loved her instantly. She was vibrant, energetic(I was) and loved to play. Sometimes she and I would start to dance in the hallway and kids would be laughing at us. Thats what we did. We danced, played, talked and had A LOT of fun. Now shes off to work in Red Fish Lake, Idaho. Im really excited for her. Shes going to be great. But now I just have to wait for my turn. Im waiting for the camp season to start so I can go to McCall. Ill be a couselor there for 5 weeks. Then Im going to move to Salem OR. Every time I think about it I get a little more nervous. Im going to be moving away from EVERYTHING i know. Ive been to Salem but I dont really know what it has to offer. Im getting nervous because I dont know what kind of people Im going to meet there. Or if Ill be able to handle being away from Idaho. I cant wait to get out but I love Idaho. Im thinking that im going to be ok for the first few weeks, then when it really sinks in that Im hundreds of miles away from my family, Ill probably get home sick for a while. But by the time I get over that, it will be thanksgiving break, then a few weeks later, christmas break. Then I will want to get back to my friends in College. uh, wow, that sounds weird. COLLEGE. college. College. woah, cant say it too many times. I feel like an adult. And I dont wanna grow up. I wanna stay young and single forever. I wanna do all sorts of thing before I get married and have kids. One thing I will do is go to Austrailia. Shanna and I are planning to go in 5 years. By then I should be graduated. Shes already saving for it. I didnt think it was a real plan, I really wanted to go and said we should, and She said yeah. LET GO! So she started to save for it. She says she already has 600 dollars for it. Great job. She also plans to pay for most of my portion as well. Knowing that im going to be poor white college trash. Well, I cant wait for my life. Right now its on back order and I want it NOW. I wanna go to college, graduate, go to Austarailia, go to Scottland, go to Europe, Do all sorts of things there and then I can get married. I CANT WAIT!